1.31.2009

so yeah! i'm here!

About time I created my own one of these. While out of pure boredom, I assure you that the relationship between myself and this site could get rather serious as I sit here everyday. Bored.

Today has been another lost cause in small-town Ohio, and will go no where as my vehicle apparently wants it that way. So I have found myself using my time efficiently, yet in a pointless way: for the last hour or so I have been looking up apartments in random cities. Columbus, Cincinnati, Myrtle Beach, Panama City, Charlotte, Statesville, Hilton Head, and so on. I was quite surprised to find some decently priced places within 1/2 of the beach in PCB! Time to call up the friends.. but they all have "school" to go to.. and they still do not have a clear path they want to follow through life's journey, while all that holds me back is a room mate and the ability to find a job in the area. Which led me back to careerbuilder and myspace jobs and other job sites to discover.. no positions that I would be considered for. WHAT GOOD is this degree.. seriously. I have come to expect that I will never get anywhere in the industry unless I live here, in my hometown, another 3-4 years. Yeah, like that is going to happen.. (nervous laugh). I know it has only been a few months since I finished the program, but I planned on being out of here back in Oct, yet here I sit.. drowning in the environment that has been the last 23 years of my life. "..but sitting on the verge of tears does not become my 22 years.." Yeah, thanks Bradley. (Sublime - Slow Ride)

Found a new book at meijer yesterday.. trying to take it slow as I want it to last awhile- not sure when I'll get around to finding another one. However, I'm already a chapter+ in and it is hard to resist. Oh well. Nothing on the tv on this Saturday, so I might as well, right? Whyyyy all the snow Ohio.. why.. I've been in this house for over 3 weeks, only leaving for work. Haven't done a thing really, besides work out.. find good music.. and trying to better myself. Anyway, where is.. ah there's the new read. Page 32..