An earthquake between magnitudes of 8.0-8.3 washed tsunami waves upon American Samoa and Samoa and who knows when the death toll will be final and the missing are found. My sister has lots of friends and family of hers that live there and many, many towns and villages have been wiped out, there is nothing left. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_FU7Rug7s0 . If you have the spare dollars sitting around (spare as in $1, $2, $5..), then it can't hurt to put it to a better use than a value meal at mcdonald's, right?
http://www.rawshakti.com/tsunamirelief.php
http://www.redcross.org.nz/cms_display.php
Everytime fall comes around, I think about being up in the mountains with her. Driving up to the parkway, the times we went to Boone, how I had every single thing I could ever imagine wanting. Ever. Now when fall comes, I remember us having our coats on, stopping along the pkway to take a picture, picking her up and kissing her..that smile. Crazy aren't I? Isn't it? It's tough knowing what I want my whole life to be is with someone else. I know I took her for granted, but I somehow think I would have lost her at somepoint anyway. We were young, still are, and so are her and him right now. So I'll keep holding out, feel this way from this distance. Someday we will meet again. No second chances, no forgiving, just a complete restart and do it all over. Someday.
Music
Ballyhoo - Close To Me
Matt Nathansan - Come and get Higher
9.22.2009
Happy 18th bday, Dolphins, and monies
Happy birthday to Holly Anna Teague
Dolphins HAD the Colts. AH. Yes, had.. Peyton Manning's the man. Why does everyone continue to talk the Dolphins down like they aren't a threat? Maybe possibly they are a decent team? Jeez. But come on Ginn.. your not at Ohio State anymore (no more easy teams..).. make that damn catch that would have won you this big game. Oh yeah, Ohio State never won any big games, my bad!
Not sure if I'll make it to Columbus for Crew vs Cruz Azul. Once again, stupid bone-head things come up where I lose money that I shouldn't. Ugh. Maybe I can pull it off, but I have to be there this Saturday for the Galaxy game, so I should probably just stay.
Dolphins HAD the Colts. AH. Yes, had.. Peyton Manning's the man. Why does everyone continue to talk the Dolphins down like they aren't a threat? Maybe possibly they are a decent team? Jeez. But come on Ginn.. your not at Ohio State anymore (no more easy teams..).. make that damn catch that would have won you this big game. Oh yeah, Ohio State never won any big games, my bad!
Not sure if I'll make it to Columbus for Crew vs Cruz Azul. Once again, stupid bone-head things come up where I lose money that I shouldn't. Ugh. Maybe I can pull it off, but I have to be there this Saturday for the Galaxy game, so I should probably just stay.
9.19.2009
Golden Tate ?
Not looking so golden this season. I've been pretty mellow on this blog throughout it's life thus far. If the kid drops another god damn ball my tv is going through a window. 3 TD's dropped in two weeks.
9.17.2009
Columbus first American club to ever win in Costa Rica
Last night, the Crew left Estadio Saprissa as winners of a 1-0 85 minute defensive stand. Eddie Gaven scored for Columbus in the 5th minute off a rather decent overhead pass from Jason Garey.
With the win, the Crew become the first club from the United States to ever achieve victory in the Central American country. And did so shockingly without 6, yes 6, of our starters. Even the US National team has never won a match there. The victory brings MLS clubs total record in CRC to 1-5-1. Up next?? At Chicago on Sunday 9/20, and back home against Cruz Azul (MEX) on Wed 9/23.
With the win, the Crew become the first club from the United States to ever achieve victory in the Central American country. And did so shockingly without 6, yes 6, of our starters. Even the US National team has never won a match there. The victory brings MLS clubs total record in CRC to 1-5-1. Up next?? At Chicago on Sunday 9/20, and back home against Cruz Azul (MEX) on Wed 9/23.
9.15.2009
Kanye West, my teeth, working with her, and ND
Kanye west is the biggest piece of trash to ever sign a recording contract. How do you rise up on your own the way he did and cry and shout that you're "real" and forget the small places you starteds. In the words of Kellie Pickler, you need to "grow some f-ing balls" and start being a man. Here's to hoping this doesn't affect Taylor too much in her personal life, and to hoping that some of the more rough-edged country artists start penning some songs about this epic dbag. Come on John Rich (http://www.johnrich.com), I kind of despise you, but I know you've got it in ya!
My teeth just continue to move and shift, and move. And hurt. I am certain that when my wisdom teeth were removed a few years back, that they screwed something up with how my braces had moved my teeth. I cannot believe how much they are moving after losing my last retainers five weeks ago. This sucks dude. I need some insurance asap.
Working with her.. eh. She said she wants to find another job because the hours suck. I agree, they do, but everyone's hurting. I like working there, as I think I do a pretty good job and I've mellowed way out to where it's always enjoyable. But until tonight, I just haven't even wanted to see her or hear her voice. But after some talking and pickin around, we seemed to kinda be friends atleast. But after getting home, I'm somehow soon reminded of how unhappy I was at times during that.. so.. :/
Cannot believe Notre Dame lost to Michigan. The Irish had it all set up.. a 3yr experienced offense up against a weak way inexperienced defense. Well coached Rich Rod. Come on Charlie, this house hold thinks you're great and fully supports you, but you're not helping your case.
My teeth just continue to move and shift, and move. And hurt. I am certain that when my wisdom teeth were removed a few years back, that they screwed something up with how my braces had moved my teeth. I cannot believe how much they are moving after losing my last retainers five weeks ago. This sucks dude. I need some insurance asap.
Working with her.. eh. She said she wants to find another job because the hours suck. I agree, they do, but everyone's hurting. I like working there, as I think I do a pretty good job and I've mellowed way out to where it's always enjoyable. But until tonight, I just haven't even wanted to see her or hear her voice. But after some talking and pickin around, we seemed to kinda be friends atleast. But after getting home, I'm somehow soon reminded of how unhappy I was at times during that.. so.. :/
Cannot believe Notre Dame lost to Michigan. The Irish had it all set up.. a 3yr experienced offense up against a weak way inexperienced defense. Well coached Rich Rod. Come on Charlie, this house hold thinks you're great and fully supports you, but you're not helping your case.
9.11.2009
Feeling the smallest I ever have: jobs, late payments, dogless house
It's so strange not having him around the house anymore. Everytime at the dinner table.. no mick laying down in the kitchen. Everytime I walk in the door.. no mick waiting on the other side. Everytime I bring food home, no mick following me to my room. Coming home from a week vacation.. no mick going crazy cuz he's missed us. I miss my canine bro. I miss him so much. Love you Mick.
THE BEACH. Surfside Beach, SC. North of Murrell's Inlet, south of Myrtle Beach. But close enough that each are easily driven to! Murrell's Inlet is precisely the life I can see myself living. And with cheap apartments in Myrtle, which after 11 yrs of visiting I know just as good as this area, maybe in a few years that would be possible. After that? Caribbean? Who knows.. I just know that wherever I wander, I'm better off alone. Sure I'd love to have friends a long, or find a companion, but maybe that's why my road leads me the way it does. It sucks, as I love to be a great boyfriend, and 'that guy' that some girl has been wishing for. But after this, it's obvious if I am ever to run into a girl that could be for me, I won't be running into her around here.
I don't even know anymore where I want to take that next step to. Before, it was Columbus. Now, I'm not so sure. Surely it doesn't mean that anything is being given up on, but I really just want to get away from here. For good. As fast as I can. Continue talking to those who actually appreciate me, and permanently cut ties with those who do not or do not show it. Never speak to them again. I can't describe how bad I just want to hide from some people, which is something I've never worried about. I've never been one to step away from people and say 'get away from me', before turning and never thinking twice. I don't like it, but I genuinely feel betrayed by so many things, that I've just been broken down. Once a wild, confident and cocky man who had the world at it's knees.. Now a shy, unconfident, humbled guy who feels ashamed for others to see him.
Job search. I wish I could get one break. Seriously, I know I would be the best employee someone could hire. The hardest working, the most dependable, the one who guests remember after they leave and bring them positive thoughts about their last experience with my company. I wish I could do a good interview. It seems like for what I make up from the last one, I screw up the rest royally. This is probably my last chance to make it into a new job, around here, that would actually benefit where I want to go in life. There has to be a break for me somewhere, sometime, right? I hope this is it.. I really do.
Everytime I get a bit of money, it gets taken away for dumb reasons. A speeding ticket as I'm merging off a highway from a 65mph to a 55.. a road rager who causes ME to tap his back bumper with no visible damage and then works his lying head off to get me a citation. Now some "late fee" on my best buy account. I swear. If I don't find a second job, or a good primary one, I will have to either sell my car or bail out on my student loans through government programs. If I could rewind life a little, I'd trip it back to 2007 and pause it for a good while. I want my life back.
THE BEACH. Surfside Beach, SC. North of Murrell's Inlet, south of Myrtle Beach. But close enough that each are easily driven to! Murrell's Inlet is precisely the life I can see myself living. And with cheap apartments in Myrtle, which after 11 yrs of visiting I know just as good as this area, maybe in a few years that would be possible. After that? Caribbean? Who knows.. I just know that wherever I wander, I'm better off alone. Sure I'd love to have friends a long, or find a companion, but maybe that's why my road leads me the way it does. It sucks, as I love to be a great boyfriend, and 'that guy' that some girl has been wishing for. But after this, it's obvious if I am ever to run into a girl that could be for me, I won't be running into her around here.
I don't even know anymore where I want to take that next step to. Before, it was Columbus. Now, I'm not so sure. Surely it doesn't mean that anything is being given up on, but I really just want to get away from here. For good. As fast as I can. Continue talking to those who actually appreciate me, and permanently cut ties with those who do not or do not show it. Never speak to them again. I can't describe how bad I just want to hide from some people, which is something I've never worried about. I've never been one to step away from people and say 'get away from me', before turning and never thinking twice. I don't like it, but I genuinely feel betrayed by so many things, that I've just been broken down. Once a wild, confident and cocky man who had the world at it's knees.. Now a shy, unconfident, humbled guy who feels ashamed for others to see him.
Job search. I wish I could get one break. Seriously, I know I would be the best employee someone could hire. The hardest working, the most dependable, the one who guests remember after they leave and bring them positive thoughts about their last experience with my company. I wish I could do a good interview. It seems like for what I make up from the last one, I screw up the rest royally. This is probably my last chance to make it into a new job, around here, that would actually benefit where I want to go in life. There has to be a break for me somewhere, sometime, right? I hope this is it.. I really do.
Everytime I get a bit of money, it gets taken away for dumb reasons. A speeding ticket as I'm merging off a highway from a 65mph to a 55.. a road rager who causes ME to tap his back bumper with no visible damage and then works his lying head off to get me a citation. Now some "late fee" on my best buy account. I swear. If I don't find a second job, or a good primary one, I will have to either sell my car or bail out on my student loans through government programs. If I could rewind life a little, I'd trip it back to 2007 and pause it for a good while. I want my life back.
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