Here begins my 50th post. I think all went rather well, computer training on the system and a tour of the property. I'm just anxious to see "get good" at this, which I know I can be. And anxious to work out schedules with what I now refer to as: job 2.
I miss my dog. Every hair I find Mick, I think about you 10x more. Everytime I can't find my keys I think about jokingly accusing you, saying "where'd you put my keys mick!!" and you'd wag and give your goofy smile. Or when we'd get home from a vaca and Dad would say "we looked all over for mickey dog and couldn't find him" and go on to say ridiculous scenarios, such as we looked in the "woods" for you, or "town", or "drove all over" and "couldn't find mickers", and you'd just wag your tail and be so happy.
House has been recharged and back up to one of my fav shows. They couldn't have started this season off better. It's genuinely fun to watch again, in my opinion. The first episode really took me back to my experience where I needed help..and I realized that there were others out there with worse problems than mine. Joined a new site last night. Filling out stuff really makes you think about yourself and for me, makes me remember who I am. Or atleast what I was, before debt and career rejection started taking turns swinging at me. Feels good to know that when I am back on my feet -and standing on my own- that I will be me. Again.
Music
Taking Back Sunday - Your Own Disaster
Just think of this and me, as just a few of many things
To lie around, to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait, cuz there's some things I'd like to say to you
And I don't think that you know what you've been missing, cuz I don't think you know what you've been missing
And I dare you to forget, the marks you left across my neck
From those nights when we were both found at our best
Now I could make this obvious and you, you could deny me all in one breath
You could shrug me off your shoulders
And I don't think that you know what you've been missing
Just forget me, it's that simple
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