Is everyone a junkie for something in their lives, ?

I'm not talking about craving chocolate, or people who love the single life. But those who are attached to something, those who think they need that fix in order to make it through the day. Whether it be feeling the speed of a vehicle as you flatten that pedal, working too hard, living any life in which you MUST do that ritual 4-6 times a day or else you start losing a grip. Does everyone have something like that? I do.

Something that's been controlling me everyday, turning me off from the rest of the world, ever since I was young. Recently I've been dealing with it better, there have even been one or two days that I thought I was kickin it. But nope, I'm right back there again. I know I have the choice, but I crave it.. I need it.. and I know if I don't stop this self-destructive behavior, that it will undoubtedly have consequences on my body and/or social life in the future. Sometimes I wonder if the one answer to the equation is someone from my past, someone who I probably won't ever see again. I just want to be free of this habit, I need to kick it if I'm going to properly move forward in life.