Exciting things up ahead!

With all the things that have continued to keep me down over the last few months, it has been hard at times to really be upbeat and positive about life. But I've come to grips with a lot, and am just biding my time. Some plans we're set all the way back in May, and I think it's hilarious that some think that it's there iron fist that rules and lays down the law. What a child. It makes the next phase that much sweeter.

I was walking the trails at Highbanks Metro Park, which I was surprisingly impressed with, and had a few key thoughts for the day:

1. I have less than two months until I am out of this hell. Once out, I will not have to live in inconsiderate filth anymore. I can enjoy life without the daily gay jokes and insinuations of those who have nothing better to say to me because they take no legitimate interest in maintaining any relationship.
2. I will, for the first time, feel like I have my own place. This past year was a joke. If they weren't ready to have a third person move in and readily respect that person as a third roommate, let alone a life-long friend, then they shouldn't have been down for it in the first place.
3. There are so many songs that help shape our life or take us back to a place or memory. What songs have I missed along the way that would have changed something? It's not just songs. I'm fully confident that where I am is where I'm supposed to be. At this very moment, I'm right on track. What does that mean for tomorrow? I'm confident that it will be the right road, but I'm not confident in which road that will be.

At any rate, I'm thankful that I have met the great people that I have. I'm thankful for the family that has shown me a standard of living that others can respect. Not one to be embarrassed of or one that makes guests feel awkward as they enter a place full of trash and question the intelligence of those who reside there. I'm looking forward to change, looking forward to being happy.