House Arrest: Day 11- Drug tests and family

Gayle came over on Friday (Day 9) and brought some movies. We ordered a pizza and watched The Ides of March and Apollo 18. I really enjoyed the former. The latter was interesting too though, and lead to visiting some strange conspiracy theory sites once the movie had ended. It was really awesome to have visit.

Saturday I did the Arby's thing, came home and relaxed all night.

Sunday, my mom and grandma visited and made a great dinner. Steaks, potatoes, corn, biscuits, and more. I really appreciate everything that everyone has tried to do for me during this time. I still cannot believe this all is happening and that it seems to be getting worse when I should be exhaling as I near the half-way point.

Now they want me to submit to two drug tests. How am I supposed to pay for all of this? It's simply ridiculous. I honesty do not believe that they can care this much at all. Can they not make exceptions in this extreme of a case? I live four states away. It is unreal. Can they not worry about the thugs and convicts running their own streets? I am so upset over all of this. I cannot see how this could possibly be over in 19 days.

I will never trust the court system ever again as long as I live.