I'm pretty certain someone that's been a friend of mine for quite sometime is just someone who not only wants me to not talk to her anymore, but in reality I probably couldn't get myself to talk to her at this point anyway, so I guess that works fine. Spend so much of your life being treated like dirt.. and while you worked there I often just wanted you to be with me.. leave him, let me make you happy. Well you found it appropriate back then to come up with stupid lies to me and everyone at Arby's and SCREW over everyone that truly cared about you. So now, this time around.. you just expect me to drop everything: all my plans, things I'm into now, and all logical thinking so you can be happy now??? And saying that I only brought out the "bad side" of you, when a few days earlier you went on about how I helped show you how your life could really be. Yeah, I don't really want to talk to you either. You had your chance, you turned your back on everyone at work.. you more than anyone should be able to understand that some things just can't work after a certain time. You fooled me once... when you still worked there... should I be sorry that I didn't want to be fooled again??
Was in Columbus on Tues.. fun time out at Sloopy's!! It was crazier than NYE, loved it. Being down there, I seeked lots of advice from the best buds about the feelings that I've had lately over someone up here.. of course they support me staying single, and I understand that. I mean, I have been wanting to move down for awhile.. and when I do, I'm not sure I could handle a third long distance relationship. But man, she sure does make me really happy...really happy...I will really have to do some thinking and searching with this, because for once I see the potential for something great with someone :) :) :) and it could be very hard to walk away from.
Price of Spring Break has gone up.. and the bank has been messing up my deposits.. sooo money is a headache right now. Was at my Great Aunt Ruth's funeral today, while she hadn't been a blood Giovinazzo, there was plently of the Italian side there. I learned of a letter sent to her late husband (my grandpa's brother Nic) that threatened "action would be taken" if the handling of a certain organization did not change.. and was signed Anonymous. It's well known my Great grandfather had been involved in the mafia's between here and Chicago, both during and after the time Al Capone was the head, and he had been involved in many "Black Hand" extortion activities. So it was big, shocking news with the family when that letter arrived just last week at Nic & Ruth's old residence in Lima. Anyway.. more on that and all the above later, when everything becomes more clear ;)
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